PiggymUmmY's Dairy

11/01/2011

2011-01-10T10:52:00.001-08:00

This few days , my mood like shit . Keep feel like crying , so scare of having the 3rd wan , So scare i won't hv time to company meimei . So scare , so many things to take care of , cos previously my 2 kids all taken care by my mil . When i think of giving up my carefree life of 9 yrs + to take care of a bb , i am scare d , I am not UNWILLING!!! Only scare!!But learnt from internet bb need to follow routine , hv decided to change the living room ( computer room ) ( was a built in room which divide part of the living room into a small room) into the baby room , gonna throw away the big big & bulky computer tables , gonna gv up my pc repairing hobby ( job) . gonna gv away all the hamsters cages , accessories which was hubby 's hobby .
When i was at mum's house on sat , mum & me made a bet . Mum guess the bb in my stomach is a boy . I really hope so , so that i can do ligament after birth . I realli wish to hv a boy but if it's god's will to gv me a gal again , i will accept without any grumble , just hope that baby is very healthy & will get to a sleeping routine soon .

Haiz so sian no biz this few days , btw i havent share with my readers , i am doing my online biz at my facebook acct , ( closetlovez@gmail.com) , anyone looking to buy any replicas , baby clothings , almost anything , i can source for you , items will reach within 1 week . Just add me at facebook .

Next week going for 2nd scan hope this time can see bb , time is passing do slow , hope to gv birth soon , hope everything will be over soon !! :-p

04/01/2011 Tuesday

2011-01-04T07:21:00.000-08:00

Today is the first day of school , yesterday lose sleep , becos keep thinking of my pregnancy. 1 mth + preggy le , still havent book gynae .

630am bought mei & Bao to school , go back home KO till 1pm , woke up , get ready , 1.30pm , went downstair fetch mei & bao . Today actualli wan to get the books that the bookshop owned us , q up from 1.40pm till 3.40pm . At last a staff from the officer came and inform us , cos the bookshop just change vendor , so hv to wait till friday morning then can collect . wah lao , let us wait so long , shit .

Reached home , faster with the kids " fen gong he zuo". Washed all the fans , change bedsheets , wipped cupboards . By around 6pm , then completed all the tasks . Call Dr Adrian clinic ( SK ) earlier on . Was tolkd i can come down tonight between 6 to 8pm . so faster gv the kids some porridge to eat , i also eat some , then take 109 to SK . Our q number was 178 , when we reached onli 140 , wah smelly , smelly wait almost 2 hrs+ , total damage 155.55 , cos i dun wan take package first , wan to see if service good bor .

Overall , quite good la , altought Dr adrian talk very fast , i can still coordinate with him , and ask hime fast also , today scan still cannot see anything , onli water sac... but told me to come back again in 2 weeks time , sure can see , dunno boi or gal , hope this time boi la , tolong ah , i got 2 gal liao . but if realli cannot , gal also not bad la , as long healthy can le ... ok update again in 2 weeks time ..

Ard 6 weeks ( nothing detected except water sac , rescan in 2 weeks time)

http://www.thomsonmedical.com/women_clinic.htm

01/01/2011 Saturday

2010-12-31T09:54:00.000-08:00

Today , is the first post of year 2011 . Actualli i have oredi given up posting in the blog , becos of my laziness , but then i decided to start posting again , as something "BIG" happened , in Dec 2010 . I am pregnant !! with #3!!

I went to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy kit on 20th of Dec 2010 , as i missed my menses for 2 days , suppose to be on the 18th . I couldn't believe my eyes when i saw 2 dark blue lines clearly on the panel , after urinating on the stick. I was at a lost , i went out of the toilet & sms lao eh , perhaps becos network wasn't good , he didn't received my sms . So after waiting for a while , i called him . His reaction was , very good , so long no baby liao .

After i reached home , i brought Mei along with me to GP to have a checkup , as i hv thyroid disorder , the GP , suggested i go to the polyclinic to get a referral letter to go to the hospital Gynae , so that i they can refer me to the endrocrine clinic , which was for thtroid disorder . Because i wanted to know the condition of my bb asap , i was so upsetted when the GP suggest me to get referral letter from polyclinic . Cos like that means i need wait again to know abt my bb condition. I was very depressed , i started crying . I just dunno why i just feel very depressed for the next few days too . I was thinking alot of things . I am afraid i can't cope with the bb for his/her night feeds , I am afriaid my thyroid might harm the bb , I am afraid we will run out of $$ , I am afraid i can't gv meimei enuff love , as i hv to take care of the baby .

Went to the NUH Gynae , basically they did nothing much , just changed my current thyroid Medicine to PTU 50 mg x 4 . Then went to the endocrine clinic on the 28th Dec . Went in to the social assistance centre first , and talk to a social worker ( Jiayi ) , she was a fine lady ard 20+ yrs old , actualli i was there for financial assistance for my medical bills . But other than that , she also listen to me " su ku " . I told her all my worries , and she keep comforting me , till we talk abt 1 hr+ , in between i kept going into depression , keep tearing .

After going to the social assistance center , headed for the Endocrine clinic , which is a 5 mins walk away . Waited for only 15 mins , and was my turn , i was actually feeling very nervous anxious to know the well being of my bb . When i saw the doctor , he reassure me , saying , its normal to hv thyroid , and some of his patient who are pregnant also hv thyroid , hv given birth to their bb safely.

After i went bk home ( mum hse) . I surfed the net , the forum , of pregnant lady who hv thyroid & give birth to beautiful bb , Then now i feel more comforted , actualli sometime i will suddenly feel depressed , when i think of next time , if bb born , i won't hv so much time with meimei , but i self comfort myself again , telling myself , i can get meimei to join in the things i do with bb . Like maybe i can order a inflatable swimming pool from cn , then bb , meimei & baobao can play together in the water . Can also get meimei or baobao to help with wiping bb , when wiping bb ... hehehe , when i think of these happy moments , i feel more happy , and comfort . Oh , btw , next endrocrine appt 25th Jan 2011 ,1545pm , blood test to be taken 1 or 2 days before .And is deciding wether to take Dr Adrian ( SK) or Dr Lawrence Ang to be my gynae , will arrange appt on 4/01/2011 , since these few days clinic not open due to new year day .

02 /05/2010 Sunday

2010-05-02T10:44:00.000-07:00

It's 03/05/2010 Monday today , but i will write about yesterday.Previously i think i repeated an incident in my post , so sorry , write till i blur.

These few days it's really damn hot , i am sweating from the moment i stepped out of the bathroom, and a poor family like mine , do not hv aircons installed in our house , haiz.. hope it will be over soon .According to mum , the rain will come in June .

Sometime i think that i hv been a sahm for too long , till i detached from this society . Lost my determination to dress up , lazy to go out especially i hv only 1 or 2 friends , and in this 1 or 2 friends , 1 of them is those who take me for granted . I won't mention her name , but just to mention the incident which make me felt disappointed with her . The story goes like this , just this sat , i am supposed to go for my typroid blood test checkup , i tot it was just a normal day , so i took bus 99 to Jurong East polyclinic , but alas!! when i alighted from the bus , the main entrance's shutters was down. So i suddenly rememebered it was labour day , no choise , tot wanted to ask my frenz out . One of them is my secondary school friend , which is quite close to me during our sec sch years , she is divorced with a gal aged the same as my "meimei" .And the other is my primary school friend / buddy , still single.

I msg the sec sch frenz & also the pri school frienz . The sec sch frenz replied almost immediate , she said she will be going to JP later to buy her bro's birthday present & i replied her i wanted to go with her. But later she took quite long to reply me so i was almost half way bk to mum's hse , so no choice , told her i couldn't make it . As for the primary sch frenz , she replied only by evening. And guess wat she replied "Di , ah boy ah ?" , i was like" huh?" then immediately she sent another msg "Ha darren srry i thought u." I was so disappointed , she actualli did not save my hp number in her hp. so i sent a msg to her "I am Sujuan lo , i think you only reply to guys not gals , isit ?" she replied me " ha mei , sorry ." ( i am her mei lor , but in actual fact i am a few days older than her lo.) but i nver bother to reply her .And then sat evening jie & ying come lo , with their hubby , kids & babies. Just dun understand , my dad passed away for 5 years + le , still my hubby still dun wan to come my mum 's hse , dunno why. Actulli this year cny he wanted to come , but our whole family except hubby kena chicken pox . Was pretty touched , cos altough all 3 of us sick , hubby still company us , cos cny he off till 5th day ... Love you , dear...

Sunday woke up 8am+ , almost 9am , but after breakfast sleep back again , cos realli very tired , Saturaday nite read this Mummy m Karen Chen , till 3 am , so fell asleep again , till 12.30pm then wake up , no body to disturb my cos both dds went out wil mum & bro to "paipai" , then Ling went chalet , only me alone . Wokeup hungry again , so ate noodles that mum cooked for me . After that actualli wan to go Jurong East Daiso , but sit at the sofa watch , so comfortable till dun wan to go. Then till ard 4.30pm , then tot wan to go out for a walk , cos stayed at home too long , find myself , more & more lazy.Changed my clothes , just when i am abt to go , bro+mum+2 dds come bk liao , haiz... cannot go out liao.So watched tv again , till ard 7pm , bought meimei to central to walk , walk . Actually wan to go the Pasar Malam , but close liao i also dunno , so go Jalan , Jalan in the shops , bought 2 kites for the kids , bobbin case for the old sewing machine passed doen by hubby's grandmum( decreased) , batteries for alarm clocks at home ( cannot stand when something is not working at home , tell hubby he say nevermind , man ah , y like tat.), cable ties to rearrange the cables at my pc table , very untidy after add the new home broadband , unpicker to pick the thread in my shorts , got fatter need to change elastic band , & lastly elephant glue.

After all this , bought mei to KFC , bought a chicky meal for her , & another for me , cos wanted to hv 2 toys , so mei can get 1 , bao also can get 1 , no fighting. After eating , " tar bao" " ghor hiong" for mum & bao to eat , wor cost me $13++ leh , so exp!!!Cos i always dunno how to estimate how much to buy thus so costly . Aiya , anywaay nvermind la ,Once a while nia , forget it la .

Reach home , bathed & soon was bedtime for mei, maybe today she wake up early , 10pm= she sleep oredi & i read blog till now . Ok wanna sleep liao m nite all!!

RayDeN & Raynn

Giselle

IsaBeL & AnnABeL

29/04/2010 Thursday

2010-04-29T06:20:00.000-07:00

aaagrh.... Really going to burst !!! So much anger in my stomach ... Really really angry with my elder dotter , today i tested her , her composition , i told her to wrote a compo on any topic she could think of , i gave her 50 mins , as per stated her what her exam timing will be . After that i checked thru , so many errors!!! no capital letter for the first word in the passage , no commas , no two fingers spacing for the first word in the passage , On god !!! And her vocabulary is really even below P1 standard & also lots of grammer mistakes , what to do ??? Her compo exam is next week . To think that when i told her all her mistakes , she told me everyone also make mistake , and also said , she dunno how to put commas , where to put full-stop ... Faints

Everyday ( weekdays ) hv to wake up 5.30am in the morning to hang the clothes , then hv to bring kids to school , so many damn things to do , can do till the kids finish school at 3pm . Then when the ' emperor " come bk at 9pm, still hv to scoop rice for him , then after he finish eating , still hv to wash all the dishes , throw the rubbish to the rubbish chute at the lift lobby . Sometime i am realli very tired , but tired also must do ...

Then my youngest dotter also a problem , whenever she go bath , dun take towel , clothes along , still nvermind , go in the bathroom play , make till the cups sometime with soap all the whole bucket of water full of soap , then dun hang her uniform , just anyhow put , then in the end i hv to iron again . haiz...

But afterall , staying at home is better than going to work , at least staying at home i can see my kids m noe what they are doing , Anyway , just update my blog to " Su Ku " . Thanks all.

27 Apr 2010 Tuesday

2010-04-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

Another 1 mth past , haha , realli very nua , dun even bother to write blog liao . In this month not quite much thing happen . Everyday also the same , I very lazy , very nua this month , everytime also isomnia at nite , then till morning so tired liao , so after taking the kids to school , i will go to sleep , till they finish school ard 3pm . I realli very sick & tired of this lifestyle , So i took cough syrup at nite , then only i can fall asleep .

One fine day , mum told me she go she went to the doctor , and the doctor told her , her vagina going to dropped out , i was like " huh?!"She saif if dun operate to take out , soon she will kena kidneys failure .I was so , so , so scare .Everyday i was so worried for mum . God bless her to be safe & healthy , my greatest mum , I Love u.

Went to Ubi Driving centre 1 saturday , i waked up especially early , cos today only half day operation , when i reached there , there were many ppl q ing , so waited for 2 hr , when it was my turn , the customer service officer told me must use nets , no cash transaction . So i was so very angry , cos i lef t my atm card in my the other bag , you noe , i always use finish the atm card then just dumped into the bag , lazy to keep in my wallet . So no choice , go home lo.

Finally signed up for my pc repair & maintainance course at CDAC , Paid $12 only , th e rest ($213) , paid be CDAC . I was think maybe can take PC Repairs & maintainance first , then followed by A+ Technician cert , then i can be a certified IT Technician , but i was told that the A+ cert course no more already . So i hv to go to NTUC learning hub , to ask what's their criteria for A+ cert entry. But no subsidised , i will either hv to pay cash myself , if not hv to go ask MP wether can sponser me . But think better finish my PC Repairs & Maintainance course first la .

Last Sat was my Brother's birthday .Cos this week i am realli broke , so i just go to Cash Converter to get him a CD , which he lost long time ago , and he which he used to listen alot. I noe it veri "han Suan" , but no choice leh ,am realli broke ." I want to thank my brother for taking so good care of my kids & myself , all this years after my dad had passed away .He take my kids out whenever he is off , or work late , sometime Sunday when we go back Pasir Ris , He help me bring them out to "Jalan" , so that i can have time to clean up my house . He revised homework with them , cos he noe i dun hv patience to teach them . He is the greatest brother in the whole world!!!

Ok back to the bithday celebration , brother & sisters ordered KFC , Pizza hut for bro's birthday . There was this new cheesy pizza from pizza hut , very nice , i like ... and the birthday cake was the same wan from Angie's , the wan like mum 's mother's day cake . At first cannot find the CD that i wanted to gv to brother , but later found , we took a family photo , i was so fat.... so sad , but i knew i can't slimmed down wan la ... haiz...

15/03/2010 Monday

2010-03-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

Finally , all our chicken pox recovered liao . Mei's mc finished on 10th Mar & bao's mc finished on 23rd Mar , me the same day . Wah , when after the 2 weeks finally bath , so shiok!!! Last Sat was Siqi ( my neice )'s birthday , on that Sat afternoon , i went alone to JP to search for a present to buy for her . Decided to buy her a shoes , cos ppl say that after 1 year birthday can wear shoe liao . So i went to Kiddy Palace to hv a look at the shoe , but really very expensive lo. $30+ , $40 + , somemore not branded , so decide to go to John Little , but walked here , walked there also cannot see kids' shoes , so i came out of John Little , then walked pass a shop called " Kidstyle" , so some branded clothings & shoes for kids . So i walked in , same an ad on the shoes corner . It reads " $20 off , when you exchange with ur old shoe." Wah so "wu hua" , so i picked a Osh Koosh shoes , and tell the sale asst i wan to buy , $40+ , minus $20 = $20+ , i din bought any old shoes , so i told the sale asst i will come back in the evening to gv the old shoes . But in the end , i din go , hahahaha , lazy to go . But i still get the $20 off , wah ,really very "wu hua",. Think the promotion till end of Mar & can take any of ur old shoe ( even spoilt wan also can).That sat we hv a wonderful time at Jie's place for Siqi'a party. Wednesday , Hubby off , so he bought us to Tampines Mall to see the latest Jack Neo's show " Being Human". I think the show is not as funny & not as interesting , i prefer the previous show " money not enuff 2" , that wan is very touching . After show , we walked around , jalan , jalan . Wanted to get a new hp , cos my hp , always auto off . So " cyko " hubby , go hp shop . Walked for very long time , ard 2 to 3 hours , cos i wan to buy a WIFI phone , but my budget below $400 , without contract , so very hard to find . Finally i gave up , & bought a samsung F480i at Century square M1 dealer shop . Really regretted after using 1 or 2 days , cos everytime , use after a while think it;s normally , not interesting anymore . But also cannot sell la , cos hubby will be angry , if i sell , will be "lugi" ma. Came over to mum's hse on Friday evening , everyday seem so boring , nothing to do , wan to go out also lazy , stay at home , so sian till wan to sleep , haiz... Yesterday , wanted to go Ubi CDC to book my driving theory , i setted off from mum hse ard 9am , and reached there ard 10am + , took a q number , and waited , almost 2 hrs , when it was my turn , there customer service officer , an auntie , think in her late fourties , showed me a black face , and then tell me of the charges , i say " can , ok ." then she asked me by nets or cashcard ? I was like " huh ? cannot use cash ah ." she replied cannot . At that moment , i feel like crying , cos i left my atm at home . gosh... no choice , just keeping asking " why so lousy , cannot use cash ." and walked out.Walked a long way out , and then lazy to cross the road to take bus back to Eunos interchange , so i just waited for bus"93" , to take all the way back to Harbourfront. After taking the bus for almost 2 hrs , Finally reached , but not at Harbourfront , but at Seah Im Food Centre . Wah lao , why today so suay , so no choice take my lunch first , cos really hungry & tired liao , Previous nite onli sleep 4 hrs . The heels i wore , was hurting me , so saw a provision selling sandals , bought a pair to change . Finished my lunch , crossed the overhead bridge to get to Harbourfront centre , Then took Bus "30" back to BL interchange , on the bus , kept falling asleep ... Then reached Bl Interchange , went to Fprice Extra to buy titbits and drinks for the kids & also CDRW to copy my Window files , think buy CDRW better , $2 , but can erase after use . Finally reached home at ard 4pm+ , Wah really wsted lots of time. Today , woke up at 3am + , cos yesterday i slept early. Actually was supposed to meet Hubby to bring the kids to swim , but at around 8am + , he called me & said he very tired . Was realli very disappointed , so din answered his calls for the whole day . Spent the whole day online , looking for part-time morning job to do when the kids go to school . Cos i am really , really very bored , when alone at home . HOpefully will get a job before school reopen next week . Going out to look for job tml , so got to hv a na early nite , Nite , Nite all!!!

18022010 Thursday

2010-02-17T22:20:00.000-08:00

Today , i am feeling very upset , early in the morning woke up quarrel with hb.I forgotten how it start , but till a point , he said something that hurt me deeply . He say if not i tell him to break off with his ex , he won't have married me , hurt me so deep ... After a while we calmed down , but in my mind his words still hurting me . I told him , maybe i am too "cheap" , i seduced him , so he married me , but he brushed off my words , saying because he is too angry just now that why he said so ... But still i keep thinking of this issue , maybe its my retribution for been so bad , to let my mum worry abt me , when i was younger...

Today Mei didn't go to school , cos she slept late yesterday , she couldn't wake up , no matter how i wake her . I decided to call the teacher & bring her to the doctor to get an MC .

I really hv no mood to update my blog , cos of the quarrel with hb , and cos i missed the cny , and also becos i think i am such a failure .......

13/02/2010 Saturaday

2010-02-13T03:32:00.000-08:00

Got Mei's CNY clothings on Tuesday , here are the pics ,

i din take the actual pics , cos my camera left at mum 's hse, Tuesday nite saw some spots on bao's body , tot it was just her allergy , when she woke up on Wednesday morning , so that her whole face covered with spots , oh god... no cny for us oredi la .At first i was so depressed , cos from young till married , nver had i missed 1 cny before , but after self - consoling myself , saying that no cny better , dun need to spend so much $$ , then also can company hubby & kids more , cos hubby nver before company me to mum hse :-(.

Wednesday was hubby off day , as well as mei's followup consultation at DR Tan's clinic . As usually we waited almost 2 hrs before it was our turn to see . After seeing doctor Tan , hubby took bao home & i brought mei along with me to CGH to buy a special medicine from the Pharmacy . then after that ik brought mei to Eastpoint Shopping centre , as hubby wan to use his bonus to buy PSP for himself & the kids . He told me to ask for him the pricing . But walked till my legs pain also cannot get wat he wan , sian , so went back home . Prepare bee hoon soup for both kiddos to eat , then i so tired that i took both kiddos to bed with me . Hubby went to Compass point to buy his psp & the kids wan . Hubby came bk ard 10pm , he bought a psp 3000 for him & mei , while bao said she wan to use the old wan which hubby last time use . Wah , spend a hefty $600+ on both psp , i heart pain...

Thursday , all was normal , both kids on mc , i do housework etc .

Friday , woke up in the morning 5.30am , do the daily housework , till ard evening ard 3pm , while taking nap , suddenly feel very , very cold , din think much , continue to nap with blanket , by 5pm+ , guess something was really wrong , took my temperature 38.8 . Fever liao , i never suspect i will get chicken pox. Woke up to take some panadol , then when to surf net , while kids watch tv . by the time hubby come back , my body was cover with spots , very itchy .. :-(.

CNY eve today , morning 5am+ , heard hubby quarrelling with his foreman on the phone , i asked him why , he told me that his foreman actualli said wan to let them finish work half day today , but now he said must work till 5.30pm . I was thinking " huh , then hubby cannot go buy steamboat le , then we cannot eat steam boat le la ."" Cannot , i go buy myself ." so after hubby go to work , i faster change and took a bus to the central , and bought the steamboat with salmon fish & some necessarities .Wah , carry till i almost mati .

Reached home ard 7am , kids still sleeping , nothing to do , so i also lie down to rest , thought only wan to lie down for a while , but sekali , fell asleep. Sleep till almost 12.30pm then woke up . Then faster prepare for the steamboat , cut the salmon fish , put everything to thaw , etc. By the time i finished , hubby also came bk from work liao , we seat down to eat & finish by 7pm . Then hubby prayed to the god & now he is outside the hse playing sparklers with the kids , and i am now updating my blog. :-)

08/02/2010 Monday 1.07am

2010-02-07T08:46:00.000-08:00

Wah , 4 mths never blog liao , hahaha , more & more lazy . This year both my gals are in the morning session . I can really relax after they go to school , provided , i finish all the housework . Getting fatter , and fatter , cos of the stupid thyroid med . As usual , this year my bao , still the same , no change , i hv lost hope in her , i am so tired , always hv to go thru her homework everyday , everyday also need to check her bag for anything that is banned from school ... Haiz... Luckily Mei was still quite obedient , she is my only consolation .

Actuali intended to find a job last dec , but stopped work for 1 yrs + liao , when want to start work again , seem like very difficult task for me , so end up didn't find any job.... :-(

Think that life is getting better for our family , from the time when i just got married , we are so poor that , even take bus , sometime also no $$.Luckily , with the help of all my siblings , We finally manage to balance our life . And hubby & i from married quarrelling over $$ , till now after all the rain & storm , we finally 患难见真情 , & have built a happy family of or own .

Mei got Chicken pox the week before last week . at first i am so frightened , cos this is the first time , my kid got it . When i go market i will ask those auntie , how to take care of chicken pox patient , some say can bath , some said cannot . Some say cannot eat prawns , chicken , soy sauce & all that hv beans , aiyo , until i so confused , so i " agaragar " lo , just do those that sound logic lo . Didn't bath for her , cos scare she will catch cold , didn't let her eat chicken , cos chicken is "poisonous." Everyday also cook mee sua , bee hoon & porriadge with fishballs , threadfin , minced pork etc lo .. Now her chicken pox , dry up liao , some the skin dropped liao ... yea!! can CNY liao ... But scare leh , cos i asked in the forum , they say after 1 or 2 weeks , when the chicken pox patient recover , the sibling or whoever go near her will get ... " pls god, dun let bao get , or else i realli wan to mati le...."

Today i order some instock spree clothings for meimei , cos hv her size , should reach me by wed ba , by that time , i will upload the pics of clothes here , ok , will stop penning here , wan to turn in early , cos school day for my kids tomorrow !!! Nite , nite all!!!

08/10/09 Wednesday

2009-10-07T09:15:00.000-07:00

Long , long time never blog , lazy to blog , or busy doing housewk. Exchanging things with people . Forums that i frequent in : sgmotherhood ( Free items only ) , mean exchanging things with ppl la . Youswop.com , also "sama" , "sama" wan la , its works like that:Sell ur old and unwanted stuffs to members of youswop.com , but instead o f cash , you will earn YS$ ( fake cash in youswop.com). Then you can use the YS$ to buy other members ' used clothings ,stuffs etc . Some are bn stuffs , i have saved a lot of money by buying other members' used clothings , shoes etc . I mean , it really doesn't matter to me , that those are used , preloved items , for clothings when i got it , will throw into washing machine with lots of dettol . & for bags & shoes will gv them a good scrub. If brand new wan , buy from store i will hv to pay at least $10 bucks , think realli worth it lo , if you are keen to join , Leave a msg in my shoutbox , or email me sokkiengoh@yahoo.com.sg , will send u the link. BTW you can also post the items you wish to buy with ur ys$ , then those members that hv will contact u .

Lately i am addicted in getting perfumes samples & all type of beauty samples . I am first introdue to zample .com.sg & zampleman.com.sg thru flowerpod forum , followed by Fr3b.com & then lastly cozycot. not much activity in zample.com.sg . For zampleman , i hv requested the Loreal Pure & Matte anti-blocked pore scrub , cost me $1.20 for a 50ml , tot it will be the retail size wan 100ml , :-( , wishful thinking.I also requested for the Mentholatum Charcoal Facewash , 3 sachets , for 3 days trial free . Till now hubby haven't touch any of them , he claimed his facial cleanser havent finish .

Went to Cozycot Yesterday @ somewhere near bugis to collect my free samples . Was quite disappointed , as samples received , was really very " sample " , Their office was at a building in middle rd , 1 st floor is This fashion & their office is located on 9th floor , very classy their office design , there is those glass panels whereby the people in the office can see u standing outside but you cant see them . where i am standing is somewhere like a mini hall , think it's for them to hold their party or so . There is a couch at the side of the hall , it is also very class , like the emperor seat . Forgotten to bring the printout for the sample collection , but the lady was very nice & said just let her hv a look at my ic. For Fr3b.com , i am a member of the concept store , it works like this : pay $28 / per yr , every items in the store worth 2 points , you will get 16 free points upon signing up in their online website. You can choose either to exchange ur points via online or concept store in City Hall ( Stamford house) . Online sample cost 1 point each be it retail size or sample size ( Postage charge applicable - by cash only). Concept Store each sample cost 2 points be it retail or sample size.Each time u go to the concept store , you can exchange up to 8 samples , you can even go daily , there is no limit , but you must make sure you hv enuff points in ur acct la ..

I will place all the free samples website sign up link here , pls feel free to join :

For MaN

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These few weeks my weight hv gone up & down , down becos i eat the duromine pills , not much effect on me , except sleepy , therefore no appetite to eat , but sleepy , also energetic , when come to doing hsewk ... can do a lot of housewk at 1 shot , hahaha . & also becos i take the bekunis laxative tea , drink at nite , then "lao sai " 3 times in the morning . And also becos i do a lots of housework , sweat a lot , my bigger vacuum cleaner spoilt so now using the handheld wan , you can imagine me holding the handheld wan , bending up & down under the bed , the sofa... hehe , good exercise , and mind you , i vacuum everyday , cos i can't stand seeing hairs on the floor ...

I bought a set of SKII miniture pdts from Candy Bliss( idobaby) , cost me $31 include postage .There is 1) Facial Treatment solution x 2 ( 11ml ) 2) Facial treatment lotion x 1( 11ml )3) Treatment Essence x 1 ( 11ml) + 30ml x 1 4) Eye cream x 1 sachet 5) Cleanser 20g x 1 .Do you think it's exp , i think quite worth for $$$ la , cos i can see that my face is not so dull anymore after using for 1 week +. Anyway , Thanks Candybliss!!

Ok la , today will stop writing here , wan to go Zzzz liao . Goodnite world!!!

Tuesday 22 Sep 2009

2009-09-15T17:21:00.000-07:00

Came back from mum hse , since Sunday. I told myself i must be a better person , dun wan to always sleep in the morning and wake up at night . Wasting time , on the pc , and so many housework never do . I did it ! From Sun nite , i slept at 12am , wake up 5.30am in the morning , i done a lot of things , arranging , cleaning the kitchen cabinets , wash the dish racks , arranged the kids's cupboard , so proud of myself ! :-)

Hmmm , found that recently i am becoming too lazy to stick to the pc..lazy to update the blog. Perhaps i think it's a waste of time to stay infront of the pc . Lose all the time i hv to company my daughters . No time to do housework , house in a mess ...

Hmmm , bought a pket of 15 pills Duromine , took for a few days , i dun feel hungry at all , the whole day can dun need to eat ... Hope i can lose some weight.. Been buying cherry tomato to take as my meals , altough not much excercise , except when doing housework like sweep & mop , & wiping cupboards , i will be drenched from head to toes .

Havent been going out these weekends , except for going to market , helping mum run errands . Sat cleaned Bao 's cradle cap on her head , was damn tiring , cos she keep moving . Actualli i should hv cleaned it for her since baby time when i first spotted . I did cleaned for her at that time , but whenever i cleaned for her , it will appeared again , so i gave up when she was abt 2 yrs old . Regretted , i was a bad mum . Only when i saw some info on the internet , did i realised this cradle cap can cause hair lose . No wonder her hair is thinning... :-(

Weight myself on the weighing machine on Sun , 1 week since i last weigh , 77.6kg , last week , was 79.8 , nearly 2kg lost , hope this continue , dun wan to look llike an ah soh .

Got my face mask , from a freecycler yesterday , it look very high class , so high class that i dunno how to use :-p... Still waiting for my slimming bandage & the ntuc points . Slimming bandage i bought with my YS $$ , & ntuc points with my hard cash ... Aiyo tml 23rd liao , i doubt i will be intime to go exchage for the cookware ... :-( Waste $$ again ...

Today early in the morning , wake up quite late as hubby not wking , he bring bao to school , while i sleep till ard 8am , wake up , do the laundry , then wake mei up , get mei ready to school , take her to school then i when to the market at Elias Mall . Bought some prawns to cook prawn soup noodle for dinner .Bought some " yo ji ba " & pork Liver , damn exp!! $12 for both. Then got some cherry tomatos , vegetables , fishes etc , altogether almost $50!! for 4 days meal !! Broke liao ...

09/09/09 Wednesday

2009-09-09T03:38:00.000-07:00

Today is 09/09/09 , a good day to get married , Wish all couples who marry on this day , will be happy together , forever.

Monday 07/09/2009 , start of the school holidays ( 1 week) . Nothing much to do , dunno why think of going on diet again , missed those old days when i am still not consider so fat . Can freely go buy clothes without the stares of the salegirls.But i am scare ... scare that i fail again , i am very enthusiate when ever i start to diet , but slowly after a few days , i will get " sian " and gv up ... cos whenever i see my weight didn't go down , i will lose hope ... haiz..

This time i decide not to exercise so hard ... cos the last time i excercise so hard , i gv up within 1 day.I will just eat less this time , but still i must eat ... cos will feel wobbly if i dun eat ... then at nite i will do aerobics of 30 mins everyday at home ... I am going to take panbesy , cos it will curb my appetite ... Have taken it before , effects : heart beat fast , thirsty , cannot sleep . But all i still can tahan.haha , hope this time it will work ... :-(

Dunno why is it my own thinking . Think everyone dislike me , including my 2 elder sisters , not that they dislike me , but maybe they like my fourth sister ( elder) more than me ... On this occasion , on Sat evening , which was supposed to be our family gathering day , Eldest sister bought a lot of her preloved bags , when mum ask her who were for , she said it was for ling , my fourth sister , mum said Kien (me) & ling can la , but gv she said they were more suitable for Ling. I was of cos hearted broken ...

On the other occasion , i used my fourth sis ( Ling)'s hp to sms my second sister , asked her wether i could borrow some $$ from her to register for a course . At first she reply " es of cos",and asked what course i wan to register .When i reply & told her i am "Kien ". She immediately reply she can't borrow me the money.Same , i was heart broken ... how come she treat Ling better than me ...Really ver sad , even after marrid i hv no friends at all , not true friends , they will onli find me if they hv no friends to go out with me ... Why am i so sickening to others ? Because i dun work ? I am not sure..

Ok , aside wth the sad stuffs . Tuesday 08/09/09 , i slept at 3am , the previous nite , 6.30am , struggled to wake up , just becos i promised mum that i will cook for her ... Can't find any ingrediant , got a can of corn , meatballs , crabsticks . Cooked rice with corn in rice coooker ,fried eggs , stirfry meatballs & crabsticks.Then poured cooked rice into frying pan , soya sauce , sweet soya sauce , teranyaki sauce , stirfry the rice , and together with meatballs , crabsticks & eggs. Fried rice ready !! Washed the dishes then got ready , go out to kopitiam , drink kopi & smoked .

Got home 12pm+ , and really tired cos previous nite only sleep 3 hours , so fall asleep again , till ard 4pm + then wake . Wake up , hv dinner , then surfed net , watch some tv . 9pm+ do aerobic , do till almost 10 pm , then tot wan to take pics of the old clothings , can exchange items with ppl , or sell cheap ...wah , do till 3am+ , wan to sleep , but dunno why lie down also cannot sleep , keep thinking of how i wan to do with the old clothes , then what things i havent send out to ppl , which email havent reply , going crazy... so wake up again surf net , checked for unreply emails , till mum also wake up liao ... 5am +Then mum went to market , cos today hv to "bai bai".

7am + mum come home with my breakfast Chee Cheong fun with extra "liao " Took my breakfast , then exercise again in the house , then bath , then really sleepy liao , went to sleep , till 1pm+ , woke up Bro took the kids out liao , so i left with nothing to do watch tv lo , surf net lo , till now

01/09/09 Tuesday

2009-09-02T09:18:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was teacher 's day , scheduled school holiday. Tot for very long , before i decided to bring the kids to Pasir Ris Gallop Stable.The previous nite i did not sleep at all , cos dunno what's wrong with me , these few mths , i always cannot sleep in the nite , every if i sleep onli 1 or 2 hrs in the daytime , i am very very tired , still i cannot sleep , i will sleep "early" tonite , after updating my blog . "early" as in 1am + , hahahaha.

Ok back to updating yesterday details , i didn't sleep , was on the pc all nite , 5am + , hubby wake up , and went to work , while i was in the kitchen busily prepare , fried noodle with meatballs & hotdogs for the kids to bring to the outing , and at the same time do some housewk , such as washing clothes , hanging clothes , washing dishes , so that later when we come back from the outing , i can steal some naptime . 7.30am , was quite tired already , the kids are still sleeping , tot i wan to sleep for a while , wait till the kids wake up then we go .. but then lying on the bed , i kept thinking , if wait till later , will be afternoon liao , then not much time for the kids to play liao , and won't hv time for my nap , so i wake up again , wake the kids up as well , they were both very excited .

Get them to bath , then packed their bags & so on ... set off... took bus 359 to interchange , Reached interchanged , was very blur dunno how to go , so go to the customer Service Centre & ask lo .... Wah , tot hv to walk very far , but actually quite near leh. Was walking toward the Gallop Stable , when my phone rang , my hubby ...then i heard a loud yell from Bao . She kept crying , she pointed to her slipper. Got 1 very . very big black ant stuck at her slipper. I faster grabbed her slippers & smacked , smacked on the floor , the ant still stuck there , not dead yet , wah , really tough , so i smacked very very hard for a few more time , finally crushed into pieces , horrible ...

Reached the Gallop Stable ,. saw the horse , afew big wan , and 2 little ponies ... take photos . Then mei saw a little gal , i think only 2 to 4 yrs old , younger than mei ride don a horse with the support of the horse care uncle , she shouted " mum , i also wan to ride." So i went to buy the ticket , it was $10 per ride . Asked Bao wether she wan to ride the horse , but she was too timid , so bought her a pkt of feeds to feed the horse ... when she fed 1 of the pony . the pony was so greedy and grabbed the pkt of feeds which was in bao's hands with her mouth ... hahaha. Mei finished the horse ride , she was so happy , she told me she wan another tride , but i rejected her , saying the ride was expensive , and suggested we go for ride on the rented bicycles ,
She & bao both rented 1 bicycle each .

At first bao was reluctant to get on the bicycle , i just couldn't understant , the bicycle was a 4 wheels bike yet she was scare . My dear mei is much more braver , she got on the bike , the moment , she rented the bike . It's not that i dun love bao , but sometime when i see her behaving so timid , i really feel very disappointed with her.
The kids ride their bike , and i chased behind them... really a good form of exercise , hahahaha ... Now then i noe that it feel so good to bring the kids out during holidays , last time holidays i will onli bring them to swim at the most ... From now on holidays , i promise i will bring the kids out more often .

THe kids led the way & ride to Pasir Ris pask , the wan with a wide variety of playground facilities . They told me to look after their bike , & like monkeys they climbed here & there in the playground , they also found themselves a new friend who is ard 5 to 6 yrs old ... they had alot of fun , Then at ard 11am , fed mei with the noodles , told them it was time to go , rode the bikes back to return , and then setoff the white sands , shopping mall , bought a " la pi xiao xin " vcd set @ $19.90 for the kids , and a packet of sour jelly stripes for the kids .

Reached home ard 12.30pm , bathed me , bathed the kids . Let them watch the vcd in the room , while i was realli tired & i fell asleep . Woke up , the kids still watching vcd , and i prepared the dinner , it's was very rush , cos already almost 5pm , the kids need their dinner at 6pm , so faster , cook a " yin cai with kim ko " , wintermelon with corn soup & a ready made pepper chicken , took less than 1 hr to finish cooking ... pheww... finally was end of the day .Hubby cameback from work at 9pm+ , praised my cooking , was so happy...

27 Aug 2008 Thursday

2009-08-27T10:00:00.000-07:00

Ok , faster rewind back to yesterday , a "suay" thing happen to me . Early in the morning 10am , was getting mei ready to go to school . Then dressed her up , packed her bag get ready wan to go out liao , tot my keys , i put at the refrigerator top , so i locked my room door , & close the room door . Alamak !!! i went to the refrigerator , and reached the top for my keys ... dun hv!!! Then mei tell me " ma , just now i saw ur keys in the room leh ." shit!!! i panicked , cos without the keys i cannot go out , mei cannot go to school , i cannot go fetch bao later , so , no choice , i took a hammer , and " bang , bang , bang " , hitted on the room door knob , hitted so hard that there are a lot of chipped marks on the door . Finally , the door knob dropped down , & door opened !!! Suay ah!!! , faster take the keys , dun really trust my tenants , so faster packed another bag with my wallet ( my ic inside ) & bring my laptop , just to bring mei to school... hahaha .

At nite , hubby come bk liao , hv told him over sms that i broke the door knob , & i hv bought a new door knob in the afternoon , but dunno hw to fix . Hubby come bk already 9 pm+ , havent eat , havent bath , go fix the door knob , but no matter how he fix the door know also loose , think i bought the wrong type , jia lat , he fixed till 12am midnight , after 3 hrs , still cannot finally he gave up . I really scare he will scold me , but nver , he still joked with me , but i noe he is tired & hungry , to think that he woke up at 5am to go to work , till at nite , sometime i really think i am very bad to my hubby , he treated me so good , everything in the hse escept the pc is he fix wan , he has changed so much over the years , at first when we just got married , he dunno how to fix anything , and not willing to learn , he also very bad -tempered at that time . But now he has changed , really changed so much . Remember when i was pregnant , he kept changing job , and very sian to hear babies cry , but now not . Last time when i nagged at him , he will even slapped me , but now .... when ever i nag he will just keep quite . When he off day he will help me bring the kids out to play or to school. Reallyso happy tat i did not divorce him the last time , i strongly believe i can change him , and i realli did , thanks god .

On to today , last nite whole nite didn't sleep , I think i am really a IT freak , when ever i touched anything that is on It , i will never stop . For example , if i am repairing a pc , i will use all my strength to finish repairing the pc , unless i am really dead tired . Yesterday i downloaded homebrew games for my hubby psp , i actually dunno hw to download , but i tell myself i must not disappoint hubby , cos he like to play new games on his psp , so i search the whole nite for tutorial to install homebrew games & all kind of emulators , finally got a few emulators like NES , SNES , NEo GEo & Sega Genesis . By the time i finish was already 5am + , so cannot go to sleep cos must bring bao to school , then after bringing bao to school , come bk , still not very tired , so play pet society & post some exchange item ads on sgmotherhood , till 9am , mei woke up , and get her ready , bring her to school , come bk 10am+ , still not tired , so surf net somemore , by 11am + , abit tired liao , so when to sleep . But Damnit , sleep till almost 2pm , bao supposed to finish school 1.30pm , lucky she wait for me at the school canteen , hv lunch with her in the canteen , then took a bus to west plaze , to buya new door knob , then walk , walk till 4pm + , reached home almost 5pm , cooked soup noodles today , and then washed clothes , hanged clothes till almost 5.30pm , then vacuumed floor till 6pm , went fetch mei bk from school , then get them ready for dinner , after they finished dinner , they played for a while , while i surfed net & hv dinner , till hubby come bk , he fixed the door kno b again . This time he used less than half an hour , finished fixing the door knob . Then get his dinner ready , then i go thru mei's homework , & surfed net till now , eyes almost closing , with only 3 hrs sleep from last nite till now . The previous few days i also the same always only sleep for 3 to 4 hrs , aiya , i really think i am very unhealthy leh , how ? But then even if i lie down and try to sleep , my brain will stil be thinking about my IT things , my mum keep telling me not to think so much , but i cannot leh , i tried , bu i think my passion for IT is too much , so i want to faster go get my IT maintainance cert in CDAC , so that i can work from home , help ppl repair pc . But for now , i think i must really , really switch off my brain for a while , go sleep le... Good nite all , so sorry my English no good , so you might be confused wat i am talking abt .. Nevermind la , can understand , understand la , cannot , then ask me at my shoutmix la .... Zzzzzzzz

a viDEo On My Second Dotter 210809

2009-08-22T10:14:00.000-07:00

To divorce or not to divorce

2009-08-22T10:01:00.000-07:00

I found these sayings in a chinese website , while reading chinese stories online , would like to share with my blog Reader cos i think that these sayings are really true . I can't really understand why some couples keep mentioning about divorce not to offend those who hv affairs. But those who gv not compatible or cannot stand one another , did they think of their kids? I hv 1 friend who is like tat , her daughter is the same age as my second gal , she married later than me , but her marriage did not last even for at least 5 yrs . The reason she told me because her hubby hv affair.

But why is it not possible to gv her hubby another chance ? My hubby hv affair when we just got married , at that time i could not understand why he choose to hv affair , untill we sat down & talk calmly , he was pressurised , cos he could not get used to the new life , with babies crying , and not enuff sleep , worrying abt $$ everytime . I'm sure if some couples were to sit down & talk calmly with 1 another , there will be a solution to everything.Then, there will be less unfortunate kids that come from broken family .

相爱的人喜欢说的话就是：你属于我，我属于你；或者你是我的一半，我是你的一半。这爱的语言表达了彼此的情感，也埋下了悲剧的种子。
　　许多相爱的人感情破裂时都爱说，性格不同，兴趣不一，志向相异。其实这就是“一半”理念在作怪。为什么非要相合，同一呢？世界上没有两片相同的树叶，也没有两片相同的雪花，难道会有两个相同的人吗？
　　他们不是互相欣赏，而是互相改造；不是互相尊重，而是互相占有。于是爱情变味了，离异也就自然了。记得一本书中这样写道，情侣之间产生争执的原因，是他们把爱当成了一把雕刻刀，时时刻刻都想用这把刀把对方雕塑的符合自己心中的理想。其实我们只有稍留心一点身边的生活，就会发现，许多人手中都持有这样一把刀，按照“你是我的一半”原理，在精心雕刻着自己所爱的人，可有谁愿意被雕刻成一个失去自我的人呢？于是，个性不合，兴趣不一就成了刀下的成品，其结局自然就是分手了。其实，我们应该明白，每个人都是完整的人，有自己独特的“兴趣”和“个性”，都是一件很有风格的艺术品，而不是等待雕刻的“石头”或“泥土”。
　　爱是一种欣赏，而不是占有和改造。其实，这道理很简单，当你欣赏一件艺术珍品，一节美妙的乐曲，一篇优美的文章或一幅让人沉醉的山水画卷时，你一定整个心都陶醉了。爱情也一样，双方都互相欣赏，就会沉浸在无限的幸福快乐之中。而占有或改造式的爱情只会给对方带来枷锁和痛苦，谁愿意要牢笼般的爱情和手持雕刻刀的爱人呢？
　　爱情应该像阳光一样时刻围绕着你，让你感到温暖和光明，却不是约束你。我想这才是爱情本来的面目。别再说你属于我，我属于你，我不是一半，你也不是一半，我们都是完整的人。我们需要友谊和爱情，却不需要牢笼和枷锁。我们需要人生路上的同行者，谈笑风生地走过时而平坦，时而坎坷的人生之路，登上风光秀美的人生之巅，共同创造美好而有意义的生活。
　　我不是你的一半，你也不是我的一半，我不属于你，你不属于我，我们同属于自我。

18 August 2009

2009-08-18T05:19:00.000-07:00

Today , supposed to wait up again at 9am to get mei ready for remedial . In the morning , got up at 6.15am , oh shit the alarm clock didn't rang again , 15 mins later than supposed to wake up . Bao " kao bei " with me again ... She said " Mum , why you din wake me up !!! " I just kept quiet , she went to bath , and was ready within 20 mins , brought her to school , cooked some maggi mee , for my breakfast since i am hungry .After eating , only 7am nia , do some housework , finsh housewk onli 7.30am nia , so went back to room & watch my fav " taiwan ah cheng " vcd , watch till i fell asleep ....

9am , the alarm went off , woke mei up ... I tot it will be very difficult to wake her up , but she woke up without any hassle ... Steamed a "lor mai gai" for her to eat ... Then she get changed , & brought her to school .

Came home , wah so early not even 10am yet , so i surfed the net , chat a bit on ido , then watch some video online . My favourite local drama " Zhu fu de jia qi ( Housewife's holiday ) . The video can be found here http://video.baidu.com/v?word=%D6%F3%B8%BE%B5%C4%BC%D9%C6%DA&ct=301989888&pn=0&db=0&s=18&fbl=1024 , and full length somemore , not like youtube wan , so short , see already not shiok..hahaha.

Then 1.30pm liao , go fetch bao , came home tidy the cupboards , the kids past years worksheet /textbook /test papers ... can see that they are given a lot of worksheet .....

After packing already 4pm + coming to 5 , faster cooking some noodles soup , today not eating rice liao , everyday eat rice also sian .. 6pm fetched mei , & 7pm+ eat dinner , till now , i am here updating my bloggy ... :-)

These are the worksheets , Textbooks / activity books for bao & mei from they nursery till now ...

15 Aug 2009 Saturday

2009-08-15T11:07:00.000-07:00

Today , have fever , very uncomfortable , very cold , hide in my bed nest all day ... Yesterday already hv sore throat , but nver expect it to be fever ... just took panadol , fever had subsided , but hv running nose , feel like out of breath...

Ying bought Rayden boi & Rayne to mum hse today . Heared from Mum that Rayne bite Rayden boi's "didi" ... Dunno wether to laugh or feel sad for him . Well , Mum 's reaction was laugh.... Next slept at 3am+ yesterday , cos was feeling so uncomfortable in the throat , slept till this afternoon 12pm+ then wake up . When i woke up , mum & the kids were not ard , think mum brought them out. My mum is always that good . Whenever i sick , even if not sick , when i am sleeping , he sure help me take the kids out , cos she noe i always sleep late , same as my hubby , my hubby also won't wake me up , if he is off ... I should be the most happiest gal in the world ... But seem like i become more & more "nua". I hate the feeling... The more i sleep , the weaker i grow .. Cannot , must change my lifestyle , from tml onward i will sleep ard 11pm , then wake up ard 7am ...

Before Ying come today , she called mum & told mum that she is at hospital , was shocked , mum asked her why , cos Raynne falled dwn from her hse Sofa , & bleeding vigourously. Poor thing , when ying brought her here , her whole rompers was stained with blood , & her forehead covered with a gauze... So sad ...

Jie came at 7.30pm , with Siqi & her hubby , whenever i see Siqi , she dun smile much , maybe becos JIe always hv a lot of stress , altough her face always try to act happy ... She is a good sister , she dun wan us to worried for her ... haiz..

That day , Thursday , i went to New Tech Park to exchange my M! mobile modem , cos the thing cannot be detected when i plug in the pc . I actualli saw in the online street directory can go by bus 53 , and was stated bus 53 , just outside pasir ris mrt ma , but cannot find , no choice , i took bus 58 , also past by lor chuan , when i reached my destiny , cannot find , walked for half and hour , then finally found . At first the receptionist told me they are close for lunch time , but i " tu" her say , yesterday i called , but no one told me abt the lunch time . So she LL , exchanged my mobile modem for me.

Gong , gong , just now i just found that my laptop can use my bro's internet connection . My sis set up for me , if not i will be continue stealing ppl's wireless , hahaha.

Ok la , will post some pics , wan to sleep liao , dun wan to sleep till very late later.

NITE NITE all!!

11th Aug 2009 Tuesday

2009-08-11T08:12:00.000-07:00

Today , the kids go back to school after the long holiday. Actualli i should wake up early today , but luckily hubby off today , so he wake up early , and help me take bao to school , i sleep till ard 9am ,and was woken up by someone speaking o ver the loudspeaker .. it was a bridegroom saying " i love you , ..... forever ." using the loudspeaker . You noe i really wish to shout back at him " Dun bluff la , guys always say this before marriage , hahaha" Fancy waking me up from my nice sleep ... idiot !!...

Yesterday was my 10th anniversary with hubby , as usual he din get anything for me , i also nver get anything for him .. Used to it already , as he say" lao fu lao qi ".Its ok la , what is more important to me is that he treat me well , treat the kids well , happy family@!!!

Yesterday a auntie come to my doorstep to do a facial product survey , wah for a few question , i got a $10 note , good money ... If she can come 3 to 4 times per day good la ... hahahaha

Aiya sian ... getting sian of blogging ... dunno what to write , stop here le , if i think of anything then update again , now i go surf net .....

04 Aug 2009

2009-08-04T06:29:00.000-07:00

Last Sat , went to cck crescent to get a free pc , Dell Dimension 4600 , altough pentium 4 nia , but this pc is really beautiful with the big LCD screen. Setted off at 9am from mum's hse , reached there then realised i dun hv the owner 's hp number , onli add , but without the unit number also... Blur me ... Waited at the void deck for a whole 2 hrs , till ard 12pm , then left , went to the nearby coffee shop to smoke & lim kopi. Then i think , think , or else go National Library use internet , check wether the owner got reply to my email i sent , telling her i lost her hp number & add . So took bus 302 , reach cck lot 1 , log on to internet , checked , no... she didn't reply ... so i racked my mind , maybe can use yahoo search , search using her email add , yes!!! , found her post at mumscenter , got her hp number , & her add .

Smsed her but she did not reply , decided to try my luck , take bus 302 back to the place , went up to 8th floor , knocked on her door , a guy answered the door , obviously was her hubby , told him my intention , He called his wife ( owner ) & less than 5 mins , the pc became mine ... yipee !!But to think that i waited almost 5 hrs before getting the pc ... but was worth it .

Starting to get sick of my tenants , a couple , bf & gf , 1 is a divorcee sg guy , the gf is a divorced china lady , the china lady is quite ok , but i dun really like the guy . At first told us got work , then after staying for 3 mths , nver see him go out work , after 1 mth + , told us he actually dun hv job , but dun hv job nvermind , not willing to find also , wake up even later than me & my kids , 1pm + then wan to go out to find job , not even 6pm come bk home again , dunno find wat job. He did 1 to 1 talk to me before , say he cannot find job , ask him why he say he got approach CDC for help , but CDC cannot find a PMET job for him , so he dun wan to work. WTF , say he got many bad debts , if dun find PMET job , cannot pay his debts .Last mth delayed half of the rental for 1 mth , this mth pay back the $200 , then say Aug wan to deduct the whole mth of rentalusing their deposit . Told my hubby he found a job , but this few days also din't see him go out. Got any job wk only 5 hrs meh ? By September ah , if they no money pay , then i kicked him out ah ... think we dun need to eat ah..

This few days mei appetize not very good . Dun wan to eat rice , every time dinner cook , she also say she full liao , but when i cook noodle , she will finish the whole bowl , jia lat , then the left over food i keep eating , no wonder i so fat :-(...

28 July 2009 Tuesday

2009-07-28T10:40:00.000-07:00

9 days since i update my blog , everyday is busy , busy , or may call it lazy ... haha . Everyday wake up first thing is to prepare breakfast for the kids . Last time i used to just spread kaya & "gu you" on the break + a cup of holicks for he kids , but when i told my mum , my mum say no nutricious , is that how you spell it? So start from last mth , i wake up 5am + just to cook porridge or rice , or whatever is consider a proper meal for the kids ... Really proud of myself .. ehem... hehehe...

Yesterday mei sick liao , sick as in , no fever , but keep coughing , then mild asthma . Whenever she asthma , i will feel very frighten , frighten that she may just leave me ...When last time i just gv birth to her a few mths , i had a dream , dreamed that someone carried her & put her in the coffin , that time i was so scared , i woke up , and keep crying , i told one of my friend abt it , but she comforted me & old me , she ever read up a book , that if you dream of someone close to u in a coffin , that's mean someone close to u , is pregnant or will gv birth soon.But nver leh , my second sis only got pregnant , 2 yrs after the dream.

Thursday , Mei will hv to go bk to school , sometime i really wish i could keep her by my side everyday.. haiz... but will nver be possible la ... she will hv to grow up 1 day , she will hv to get married 1 day ... Think i better stop thinking abt it.

Tis 10th of Aug , will be hubby & mine 10th Wedding anniversary. Sometime i really wish time won't fly so fast , seem like my 2 babies grow up to fast , i have't enjoyed their babies time , as when they are babies , i am working , now that they are in primary school , more problems coming in , like wether they will go to school drink cold drinks , wether they pay attention in class , when they come bk from school , will hv to revise their homework with them.Sometime when i see ppl pregnant , i also feel like getting pregnant .... but when i think of babies hv to wake up 2 hrly for every nite feed , i realli cannot tahan..

Haiz... If time can go back , if the clock can turn anti clockwise ... What is past is past.... Zzzzzzz

19 July 2009 , Sunday

2009-07-19T06:44:00.001-07:00

Today , woke up at around 10am , went to the market near my mum hse . Actualli quite proud of myself , can wake up so " early". To me it's quite early liao lor , cos i sleep at 5am in the morning . Walked around a market dunno wat to buy. Went to the last " yong tau hu " stall , bought a pkt of abalone slices , & some yong tau hu ingrediant , wow , very expensive lor , $12.50 leh , try to bargain with the stall owner , but she die , die dun discount for me , I shoot her " Next time , i die also go other stall buy."

Actually my budget only $30 for 1 week grocery , which is 4 days only , cos weekend i at my mum hse ma... Next i go back to fish stall , i went to browse earlier on . Pick up a fish that i think is quite fresh , tot it's " kim ba lo"( Sea bass) , tell the uncle to take out the bone for me , then when the uncle half way thru , i stupid , stupid ,ask te uncle wether its "kim ba lo" , he say " no la , it's milk fish!!"He tell me "you take another wan la , if you wan to gv ur kids ."Tot uncle so good , can let me choose another kind of fish . But Alas , he say " you take this fish for adult , then take another for your kids la ..." No choice , i take another " tau qiu" , wah expensive , altogether $10.

After that went to the vegetables stall , buy califlower , White Cauliflower , Red/ yellow pepper , small carrots , peas,chye sim & lime . Wah also very expensive , $11.90 , bargain with the stall owner , at first i say $11.00 , but she say cannot , at last deal at $11.50.

Think i bought a lot liao , so walked to the end of the market , but suddenly tot of wan to buy the " shi quan da bu dang " herbal ingrediant , cos hubby like to drink , buy from the chinese medical hall in the market , i hate going there , cos the uncle when gv you back the change , he will just leave it on the table , wah piang , as if cannot put in my hands.... Next , hv to buy the meat for the herbal soup , went to the meat stall , to buy the " ba tau" , actualli should be " bah kut" , i forget , so ask the uncle , he say no more " ba tau " he recommend me the " yo ji bak" , so i bought , the uncle quite nice , the meat is $6.90 , i ask can $6.50 , immediately the uncle say can , so i take & leave the market.

Intended to go to the coffeeshop for a cup of kopi , pass by the bargain shop that sell a lot of towels , shorts , jeans , bags , underwears etc , having sale ... so i decide to buy some undies for bao ... wah my bao really very fat , now she even same size underwear as me , hahaha... paiseh , bought 9 pcs for her , cos 3 for $2 , and also buy a swim suit for myself , only $3.

Then went for kopi & go bk mum hse , then cut the vege , mum help me cut the fishes , & meat , pack them individually so that when need to defrost , dun need to take the whole packet out.When finish packing , realise that mei havent pack her bag , cannot find her spelling list , keep searching for it , sometime , realli very tired , keep reminding the kids , must take good care of their own things but they never listen... have to keep telling them... I was searching for mei spelling list, was very angry , when i saw her still seating watching tv , i mean , you lost your own thing , you hv to find it... i didn't expect her to find alone... but she did nothing at all... At last , my mum found it behind my sis'scupboard. We set off home at 3.30 pm

Reached home at 4.30pm , immediate start wiping the cupboard , washing the laudry , vacuum & mop the floor , cos i cant stand to see many hair on the floor , or dust on the cupboard , ard 6.30pm , prepared soup noodles for the kids , then continue to chair the sofa covers , hanging the clothes , ironing the kids's uniforms. After ironing , went to bath , & after bath , here i am updating my blog , wah , really very tired..... Good Nite , going to sleep...Zzzzzz

05 Jul 09 ( Sunday)

2009-07-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

Today still at mum hse , cos tml youth day holiday, the kids no study . Sometime very angry with the gov , :-p , why huh , Monday youth day holiday , Tuesday hv to go to school , wednesday , Thursday no school again , cos all the kids need to practise in case of the H1N1 , all of them hv to stay at home to do their homewk online . Haiz... If tuesday also holiday , then i can stay at mum hse liao , aiyo... sian wan ah...

Yesterday i bidded for a P3 lappy at ebay , $136 , i won the bid , but then i think not worth to buy , so i "put the seller aeroplane " , haha , so bad.... then i bought from a guy from hardwarezone , a O2 XDA II ( spoilt wan ) , think it's software problem , for $50 , still meddling now with the O2. Then i was at home all day till 4pm+ yesterday browsing the net , looking for cheap laptop , then i got and email from Samantha , dunno from where also , she say she got spoilt laptop to sell me , NEC E6300 , software problem , she say she wan to sell cos got the windows error , i think might be software problem , soi browse for the spects of the laptop .... then... Wah .... Core duo , good!!! then i faster reply her , ask her hw much ... she say $200?i bargain with her , $150 , and i got it for $150!!

Thn she asked me wether i wan to get a Dell dimension 5150 , at first i tot was a laptop , then i search in the net , & realise it was a desktop , i asked her wat is the problem with the desktop , she told me also window error , she dunno hw to repair , aked her how much ... she say $100 at first i bargained with her $50 , but she say cannt , i search the web see ppl sell second hand for how much , $400+ , quite worth it , so i take lo.

4pm+ , took mrt to amk , met up with the O2 guy , young guy like student , realise i hv aged over the years , havent realise i hv been married for almost 10 yrs ... lol. Next took bus 22 to Tai Hwan Crescent, alight when i saw " cambridge Kindergarden as told. walk here , walk there for 5 mins , found the house , called & samantha was nt in , her mum was in , she came out an open the door for me , wah.... her house very big , very nice , at least 3 storey i think , got 2 maids , auntie was very helpful , help me pack all the things let me test wether the lappy can power on , get the maids to bring me 2 big plastic bags , so that i can carry easier , call for a cab, hv to wait for 5 to 7 mins .Meanwhile chat with auntie outside the house , cab came , auntie help me 1 pkts , i carry 2 pkts , auntie say i very strong , hahaha , bid goodbye to auntie.

In the cab chat with cab uncle , uncle say i very lucky can find so cheap laptop , somemore so good , hahaha , i also think so.. Going to reach mum hse , sms Ling tell her come down help me carry. Reached mum hse , Ling not there , no choice i carry myself. wah... so heavy . Reach the lift lobby , the provision shop uncle walked past me , and say " just in time ur sis also here." i tot who , it's my eldest sis , Jie . She say she wan to help me , but didn't see me , then she also cannt help me liao , cos all my hands lock on the things ...

Saw Huien & Siqi , so happy , Siqi noe how to smile liao , hui en will go " mamamama ". They went home at 9.30pm . I continue exploring the new lappy & my O2.

Till today , i also whole day at home , keep meddling with the lappy , confirmed, its hard disk problem , so must change a hard disk , aiyo spend $$ again. The hard disk will cost me another $50 ... :-( As for the O2 , still cannot solve , will update status ... Ok , post some pics of my new lappy & desktop , then i wan to continue exploring my O2 liao ... see u !! :-)

21 Jun 2009 Sunday ( Shopping!!!)

2009-06-21T04:04:00.000-07:00

Woke up 11.30am today , cos yesterday sleep at 4.30am , wake up , brush teeth , eat breakfast . Then tot wan to bring the kids to Chevrons Flea Market , saw a post in SGmotherhood that there is a flea market there today 11am to 6pm. Get change and took the kids out . took bus 99 , that stop right outside chevrons .

When we went in , not much ppl , walked ard , not much things , went to the second floor , saw a flowery sling bag that i like , asked how much it was , was shocked !!! , only $5 , but still cannot bear with my $$$ , so bargained , at last got a black sling & the flowery for $5 , hehe ... still quite new , walked ard again .... came to a stall , the lay boss also quite nice , she also abt the same size as me , found a polka dots babydoll which i like , asked her hw much ... $5. Bargained again , $4 deal ... Then saw a black shoulder bag with chain handle , asked how much ... $3 , again bargained $2 deal ... hehe

Shoulder Bag with Chain handle

Origi Price - $3 After Bargain $2

Polka Dots Babydoll

Original price - $5

After Bargain - $4

Black Sling & Flowery Sling

Original Price $7 for both

After Bargain $5 for both

Went to the next stall , selling guys shirts & Jean , asked hw much the jean , $12 , bargained " so expensive , ppl other stall sell $3 , $4 ." then the guy say his jean all branded ... samual & kevin wan ... but i bargained , "cannot la so exp , $6 can la ?" But he say cannot $12 for Jean , free 1 t-shirt . I say "if dun wan then i dun buy." So i just walked away. I went to another stall , selling t-shirts , pouches & so on ... The stall owner is a gal , a handsome guy , and another gal , but dress like guy ... I think they quite good service lor , except the guy a bit " buay song " after i buy their things , cos i choose 2 pouches , 3 t-shirts & they still gv me 1 more free t-shirt , Actually is $12 , i die , die also wan them to sell me $10 , at last i win , hahaha...

All these altogether

Original Price $12

After Bargain $10

After that , company the kids go to the library , " blow aircon" , cos very hot ... around 3pm , went downstair again , walk around again ... Found a stall selling really cheap things , altough the things not very attractive ... Found a mop head , brand new pink colour wan , saw in Ntuc before , selling $10 in Ntuc , here sell ? $0.20 only!!! immediately i bought from him ... haha .. Then Bao bought 2 story books , mei bought a magical ball , All $0.20 each ....

All these

@ $0.20 each , Love the mop head , so cheap !!!( magical not in pic , cos mei took out with her)

Next , went to the stall right beside the main entrance , tended by 2 ladies & a guy , service extremely good ... At first bought a coffee warmer , asked how much , the lady say $2 , Bargained . " $1 la..." The lady asked the man , and was so happy the guy say can , the coffee warmer brand new wan wor .... :-) the browse somemore at the stall , found a branded track pants , asked how much , $2 , wan to try the tactic ... " $1 can ?" but no matter hw i bargained the lady was firm , but she smiling la , i think she very good service , so i say ok lor... she say gv me free 2 keychains ... so afterall i still very happy .... Saw another pink sling bag ... also $2 ... brand new also ... wah i this time really " tan tio "...

Woman 's track pants - $2

Coffee Warmer

Original price $2

After Bargain $1

Pink Sling Bag $2

4.30pm , tot the kids must be hungry , went to hans cafe to hv something light ... actually wan to order fried rice , but see the price my eyes also poke out ... $6 , $7 ... wah like tat , i buy all the cheap stuffs all " bo hua " liao ... so ordered 4 pork floss puff & a peach tart , altogether $4.50 , actually tell the kids to drink plain water ... but think not enuff plain water so went to order 1 can of green tea & a pkt of strawberry milk ... let the kids share the strwberry milk , cos scare they cough... haha

After Eating , cannot control myself , walk toward the stalls again ... bought a brand new brown bag from 1 of the downstair stall , handles still in plastic ... price stated $5 , i try to bargained $3 , but stall owner say $4 la ... so be it , quite worth it liao..

BN brown Bag

Original price $5

After bargain $4

Walked past the stall facing the front entrance , the " miumiu" big bag sold liao ... :-( actually wan to buy de .. but just now a " ang mo " came before me , when i heard him ask the price , i wa s like " huh ... so cheap ... $10 only ..." but the ang mo bought the bag liao ... I consoled myself saying " no big deal la ...only a big plain bag , with the word " miu miu ... forget it la .."

Next i decided to go upstair again to the stall which sell man jeans & t-shirt ... I "gaygay" walked to the stall , then the guy saw me , and cyko me again .... " buy la , we so " you yuan " ... I said " ok la , 2 jeans $12 , he say ok , so i paid & thanks him & left with the kids ...

2 pairs of Jeans

Original price $12 each

After Bargain Price $12 for both

Walked ard somemore , the kids bought some stickers & really tired liao , so told the kids we going home . Took the free shuttle bus to JUrong east MRT , but dun like to take MRT , cos hv to change bus & take bus 241 home . So walked all the way to bus 99 bus - stop , and took bus 99 home ... Was a happy , tired & enjoyable day ... I LOVE SHOPPING ( cheap things only , hahaha)

Stickers $0.20 each

Forget to mentioned also bougght the hp straps for $0.20 each , & the bears a bit not worth , last time i also got , but lost , Bought $1 for 1 pair . :-(

13th Jun 2009 Sat ( 2D 1N to Desaru!!!)

2009-06-14T09:00:00.000-07:00

Day 01

Sat , set off at 7.30am , to Golden Mile Complex at Beach road , today we are going to a 2D 1N trip to Desaru with five Star Tour , was quite disappointed with the Coach we are taking , cos not " cao yuan kuai che" , the last time we took that bus , got movie to watch , got game to play , the seat still can adjust till fully lie down... but nvertheless , we( Bro , ling , mum , & my 2 babies) set off , the thing i hate most when going to M'sia , is hv to pass 2 customs , 1 is singapore , the other is M'sia , and this morning , i hv a ba stomache , cos maybe i stay overnite , the previous nite , got " wind" in my stomach.

The coach went for a very long distance , till we stop at somewhere to have our lunch , the resturant toilet , as usual in M'sia , mostly very dirty , not like singapore ,everywhere , except some kopitiam , the toilets are always very clean & good smelling , can even sleep in , hahaha... I wonder why the food in the M'sia Resturant why must serve so fast , until the whole table full of dishes , no place to put :-* ...

Reach Desaru Golden Beach hotel at abt 4pm , maybe becos , earlier on there were very serious traffic congestion , near both customs therefore so late then arrive. There is supposed to be an outing to see firefly later at 5pm , but i decide not to tagged a long , cos stomach not too comfortable . Wait for bro they all go out , then i go alone to the sovenier shop , intending to buy a pair of shorts , cos forget to bring mine , at first bought 1 dark blue 1 for RM 38 , went back to room to try , cannot wear , went back to shop to exchange , went back to room to try , still a bit tight , gv up . just keep the shorts & wear my bermudas. Bath & then fall asleep while watching tv.

Bro , they all come back a round 10pm + , get the kids to brush their teeth , & put them to sleep.

DAY 02

Woke up at 7pm , kids still sleeping , Bathed , brush my teeth , make a cup of KOpi , sit in the balcony to smoke , like to do this to relax myself , as i always did at home , i will sit down in the kitchen at home , & on my hi fi , drink a cup of kopi , but will only smoke after my kopi .. hehe..

7.30pm , woke the kids up , bath them , brush their teeth , then Bro , ling & mum came knocking @ my room door , we set off to main lobby for breakfast. The breakfast is so " feng fu"!!! got hotdogs , roti prata , nasi lemak , porridge , pancakes eggs & so on , eat untill we all full full. After Breakfast , Bro , ling , mum & kids went back to room , while i stay back at the main lobby , trying to figure out hw to use the wifi on my laptop , got signal leh , but cannot launch internet explorer , at last i gv up i approach the reception for help . The receptionist told me hv to get a prepaid card for Rm5.00... i was thinking " huh? wifi not free wan meh ? how cme singapore free ?" so no choice i bought a preapaid card lo , but no matter how i meddle with my laptop also cannot get online leh , so again i approach the reception , she got the IT technician to help me , no use , wasted 0.5hr , also cannot get online , no choice , the receptionist refund me the prepaid card $$ , then i go bk to room ... Watched a bit of tv , get the kids to bath again , cos they are very sweaty.

Set off with the tour to Ostrich farm at around 10.30am , reached there around 11am +. At first we were all very afraid of the Ostrich , cos they looked as if they will peck on our head , hahaha ... I went too one of the Ostrich pen & tell Ling to take a photo of me with the Ostrich . The Ostrich Keeper uncle , tel us not to wear out glasses or sun glasses on our head , cos the Ostrich will try to take off the sunglasses for us as the sunglasses will shone on their eyes ,which will let them feel very uncomfortable. Then , we went to the other pen to see Ostrich from a few weeks till they are fully grown , and we also hold the Ostrich eggs to take photos.

I saw a funny act . A monkey locked in a enclosure , pulled off a Ostrich 's feather when the Ostrich stand near him , hahaha , how naughty , after all these , we went to the souvenier Shop , to look at all kind of gifts made of Ostrich skin & feathers , we also tried the Ostrich Satay , which is about the same taste as chicken Satay.

At a round 12.30pm , we took the tour bus , to have lunch at a Chinese resturant at " goh wan dou". This resturant is much , much cleaner than the first one we went to on the first day . After lunch , we went to buy some local titbits.

At about 1.30pm we went the fruit farm , there were all kind of fruits in the farm. What interests me is this little pond with lots of KOi fish inside , when you throw the fish food in , the fishes will splashes in together. The weather was very , very hot , after going for a round tour in the farm we were all very sweaty.

At around 3pm + , we left and took the tour bus to Jusco Shopping centre in Johor , i think . we went to a chinese fast food to hv our dinner , the food was great , then bro , Ling , mum & the kids was still eating , so i decide to go to the toilet. On my way back , i past by the household ware department , and saw the water bottles there were very cheap , so i went in to buy the water bottles for my babies , only RM6.90.Then i thought it's still early , maybe they havent finish their dinner , so i went to the men's department to see anything for my hubby , i walked & walked , then bro called me , He say they waiting for me on the upper level , i quickly left to go to 3rd floor to meet up with them without buying anything for hubby :-( ..

When i reached 3rd level , Ling started to nagged ... " Always go shopping urself & left ur kids with us , you think you need to buythings , ppl dun need ah ... " , after she nagged finished , she walked very , very fast & went out of sight . So was very sad , angry & guilty. Sad becos i noe i shouldn't have left my kids with them , angry becos , can't she wait till we alone then tell me meh ? so many ppl here , need to shout meh ? Guilty bcos same lor , shouldn't have leftthe kids with them , but dunnmo why leh i always cannot control myself , my hubby go out with me also same , i will walked faster than him & the kids , and left them behind , i go shopping :-p

6.45pm , we went to the bus bay to board the bus , still no sight of Ling , so worried , so i "gay gay " dun board the bus first , stand at the bus bay to smoke . 7pm the bus is going to leave , so worried , keeping blaming myself , if i dun go shopping myself , Ling also won't disappear. Then suddenly , just 1 min before the bus going , Ling appeared from behind the building , phewww.. what a relieve . But when she got on the bus , she nagged again ... But it's ok , Iam so relieve just to see her ... We reached singapore around 9pm ... It was a wonderful holiday.

*** As usual i forget again , i left my photos in my laptop , now i using my bro desktop , so will upload , once i reach home next sunday , cos my hubby took my laptop home to play , hahaaa

*** And sorry for my poor English ..

10/06/09 Wednesday

2009-06-10T01:11:00.000-07:00

6 days , 6 days din blog liao , today din go out again , cos the renovation contractors came to finish the last work to thye kitchen , realli very nice .

Mei is sick today , having sore throat , coughing , think will bring her to the doctor later . Ask ard in Sgmotherhood who hv a spare laptop selling cheap , a mummy reply me , a rich mummy i think , living in a landed property in Hougang . Say she can sell me her spare laptop , Acer TravelMate® 2423NWXCi Notebook , see the spects , think quite good , she selling me at $150 , it's a steal , but the place to far leh . Actually wan to buy the laptop as a present for my darling mei . at first wan to buy a psp , but somehw think it's not worth it , and if i buy laptop i also can use , hahaha ...

Wanted to pick up the laptop today , but hougang so far , by the time the contractor finish their work , i go till Hougang wat time liao , hope they can finish tml , then i can go Hougang test & pick up the laptop .

Think tat will be all for today , will upload pics of the semi completed kitchen later & if i happen to buy the laptop , i will also upload the pics

04/06/09 , Thursday

2009-06-04T11:22:00.000-07:00

Today also the same , the contractor come & do up the lighting & change a new rubbish chute , realli nice , haha ...tot wan to take some pics of the lights & rubbish chute , but camera no batt...
tml then upload ba ...

Today also so sian , go look for old songs ... hehe

Enjoy listening , convenient for me to post here in case i wan to listen

My fav singapore drama song

2009-06-03T09:10:00.000-07:00

Today , nothing to do , also cannot go out , cos the paintr came to mum hse to do painting , so i browse the internet , and found the video of my fav drama song in the past , actualli , there's a few i like i will place this as the first one i like .. :-)

红尘独舞

双天至尊

The below wan also Unbeatables II song , sung by Zoe Tay , very sad song ... :-(

別讓情兩難

范文芳、張宇 - 預言

02/06/2009 Tuesday

2009-06-02T04:16:00.000-07:00

Lazy to Blog , been away from hubby for almost 4 days , dunno why every holiday i also must stay at mum's hse , perhap becos become habit le , last time , when my 2 bbs just born , i will go stay overnite at mum hse for the weekends till Sunday nite then go home , holidays also same , so maybe now i habit liao cannot change . Start to miss hubby liao , altough sometime , he keep nagging at me , i buay tahan ... haha ... But still he is my caring & loving hubby .No matter how poor we are , whatever i wan , he will try to buy for me ... but of cos , i will also think of out bbs , then i will not wan to buy .. Hubby just got his abv 5 tons license , hope he can faster find a higher pay job , Then we can live more comfortably . I knoew hubby wk so hard is all for the family , so i will try not to anyhow spend , haha ...

Mummy's kitchen the old cupboards hacked liao , look so scary , cos empty , empty wan .... the man will come back on Friday to paint the wall & think middle of Jun will come , built up the new cupboard . will take some photos of the kitchen when finished .

Today went to do my passport cos bro say wan to take us to Desaru on 13th Jun , yesterday actually i got come down to ICA , but then i forgot to bring my atm card , so hv to pay cash , think bor hua , so i decide to come again today . I bought my dds along , cos bro nite shift , scare their noise will wake my bro up . After making the passport , bring them to KFC for lunch @ JP . After that we went to Fairprice Extra to walk . Then we went to B1 de Value short .Wah , the clothes peg really very cheap lor , $0.60 per pack nia , i buy 5 pkts , cos my hse always not enuff clothes peg. Then at around 5 pm we went home lor . Bro just wake up , say wan to bring them go Boon Lay Shopping Centre lor. Haiz , sometime i see those young Mummies , so nice , always wear nice nice , think of when i just married , i also like them , also wear nice nice , but as the years past , i find that i more & more lazy to dress up , now no make up , no nice clothes , or perhap no clothes for me to wear , since now i am more fatter after my typroid ... haiz...

26 May 2009 Tuesday

2009-05-26T00:26:00.000-07:00

Today , went for the meet the parent session with Bao's Teacher .... really very angry with her . Yesterday she dun hv remedial class , she din show me the consent form that teacher gv her , and told me she remedial til 3pm , luckily i saw the consent form , so i went down at 1.30pm to fetch her , i think actualli she wan to go library , but i come down early with mei , so when she saw us , she just LL come out from school , i asked her the $3 i gave her , she used finish , isit ? she say she buy things to eat , but lunch also din eat ? haiz... really wan to gv up on her liao.

Today morning , gv her $1 only cos , wan to deduct the $$ she overspent the previous day , who knows ? she go and take mei pocket money . When mei abt to get ready for school , cannot find her wallet , i still hv to forked out another $2 to gv mei.After sending mei to school , i watch the channel 8 show " zhu fu de jia qi " on Tudou.com. Maybe i become auntie liao , so like to watch auntie show. hehehe...

1.30pm go fetched bao back from school , questioned her on mei's pocket money. She then admitted , really very disappointed. On the way home , I keep nagging at her , but i know nothing will change her even if i nag...

2.20pm , go down for the meet the parent session , bring the whole stack of home work which bao din submit , the teachers also shocked , i realli cannot control myself , but to "su ku" with the teacher . Her homework in a mess , her exam failed , like to take ppl money , steal ppl's things ... no matter how to talk to her , nicely or harsh , she still like tat ... God pls gv me power to tolerate her ... guide her .. The teachers hv come to a decission to let her stay back after school to do finish all her home work from term 2 onward ... I think that will be the only way to make her submit her work .

Dunno why i lost my confidence again , i slowly go back to my old eating habits ... rice again , cannot help leh , whenever my dds cannot finish their rice i will hv to finish for them ... I hate it whenever i fail in my diet ... Nvermind i will start all over again ...

23 May 2009 Saturday

2009-05-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

4 days nver blog liao , lazy , sian to blog , yesterday just take my weight , 77.3 kg , i think ... This week i hv not ate any rice , except 1 day , brown rice , thinbk it's thursday ba i took brown rice , the rest of the day i took only low fat & non - fat yoghurt , or just only soup ( meatballs soup) , i break my diet on Friday afternoon , cos my mouth really itchy , & somemore very sian , so take my dds titbit to eat ... haha... small pkt nia la .... I also got drink coffee la , cos i cannot survived without coffee .. haha , i eat leaa & also excercise lor , after dinner everyday , do aerobics dance with my dds in the room 30 mins , also buy the Bekunis tea to drink , its $8++ , 1 round container , i only bought on Wed nite , then i drink 1 cup , Thursday , lao 3 times , then nver lao liao ... hehe

1 week only go down 1.3kg , think not enuff leh , must do something more . Today wake up early , at 8am , cos need to go Raffles hospital for my typroid antibodies test , if pass , then dun need to take medicine liao , next week must go again ... :-( reached the hospital around 10am , so shocked to see many nurses wearing mask , becos of the sine flu , i also scared , cos i go in they nver gv thos who dun hv fever wear maks , so i was thinking , aiya , no fever then dun need masks , wait kena , how ?

Take blood test , whole process including payment took less than 30 mins , then take mrt back to Pioneer again , Go to central buy4d for my ma & bro , hope they strike , then i get benefit also haha ...

Then go prime mart buy things , buy the very nice vege , called the asparagus , think like that spell wan , buy wintermelon , can cook soup , asparagus , "cao"with oyster Mushroom vey nice ... buy fruit juices & my IF , NF yoghurts , buy another type of slimming tea cos i forget to bring my " bekunis" , then make payment , actually wan to go the nearby clinic take " Duromine " , but count , count , think i use too much $$$ , so i put the nurse "aeroplane " go kopitiam , drink kopi , then go home ... havent drink the slimming tea yet , will update on the result. now 3pm liao , wan to go rest for a while , lucky got mum , if not , nobody help me ith the kids , i will go berserk ... hehe

Me @ 77.3Kg , so Fat ...... :-(

17 may 2009

2009-05-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

Today , not much to blog , got up at 12pm + , still at mum place , so got the previlage to wake up late ... Very funny , yesterday sleep early leh , dunno why still can sleep till so late ... yesterday sleep at 12am + leh ... hmmm , cannot continue like tat , or else , grow fatter & fatter liao ... :-( wake up brush teeth , eat lor ... then same surf net ... surf till 3pm + , then tidy up my dear sister's room , keep all the blankets , mattresses etc ... pack my bag , then bath .... by the time finish almost 5pm liao .

Then prepare dinner for my 2 dds . By the time they finish dinner 6pm + liao , bro come back from work around 7pm + , then when he reach mum hse , he called aand tell us ( my mum , me & my dds to wait down stair for him ). Why my mum wan to tag along , cos she is always worried for me , prepare a lot of grocery for me to bring home , every week she also prepare so much grocery for me , scare i dunno hw to buy , scare we so poor that cannot afford to buy .She is my best mummy in the world ... I love u , mummy!! hehehe...

Reach home 8pm + , a lot of housework waiting for me . Dumped the clothes in to the washing machine , ironed dds clothes , while ironing .... surprise , hubby actualli help me fold the clothes & wash the dishes ... haha ... Actualli when i just married hubby , i regret very much , cos when we just married he very lazy to work , keep changing job ... then buay gam with my daddy . But dunno why after my dad passed away 5 yrs ago , he start to change , not onli does he help out with the housework , he come home straight from work , when he no work , he will also help me to sweep & mop the floor , take the clothes out to sun , the only thing he dun help is wash the toilet ... hehehe he ever help me wash toilet , only 1 time , and is not knelt down to scrub the floor hor , is use the broom to sweep nia ... haha ...

Hubby Folding clothes with dear DDs

OK la , think that's abt all la , want to Zzzz liao ...

16 May 2009 Saturday

2009-05-17T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today woke up damn late ,2pm +, cos Friday nite bro got work , so i get to go to his room & surf net , cos the only pc in mum's hse is in his room , another reason , maybe becos bro bought kopi for me to drink , before he go work , always when i drink kopi liao , i cannot sleep for the whole nite ... hehe

Woke up , look in the mirror , tot i look really very fat , haiz... brush my teeth , then see got what to eat , but nothing nice leh ... all bread ... so i when outside to smoke , smoke liao , still nothing to do leh , cos i dun like watching tv ,, so surf net again lor , meddle with my blog again ...Mum see i got nothing to eat , so she cook a really big plate of noodle for me with 2 eggs. so lucky to hv such a nice mum like my mum ... :-)

My Mee ... Delicious..

looking for present for mei , tot wan to get a second -hand pink psp slim for her , but think it's too lavish for a small gal like her . So told her that will get for her if she do well for end yr exam.

6pm , Jie ( my eldest sis) come with her baby gal ( Geselle) , tot wan to take pics of baby , but i dunno how to set the flash light for the camera leh , think it's auto wan , dark place will auto hv flash light , bright place flash light , haiz...

6.30pm Ying ( my second sis ) come with her hubby , son( Raydon) , dotter ( Rayne).
I have been doing kickboxing in the room . So paiseh to let ppl see me do kickboxing , learned it from youtube video , haha ... part of my " jian fei " plan .

After that intend to go for brisk walking alone downstair ... but Ling tell me must bring my daughters along , the reason i dun wan to bring them go , it's becos they always quarrel , then always throw temper... But no choice lor , must bring them go . I ask my nephew ( Raydon) wan to go ? he answered "yes" . So when i wan to bring him go , he say he wan to bring his toy car. But later i scare he lost his toy car , i told him either he go or leave the toy car at home ... But haiz again , he thow temper , and cry loudly , really fed up , so i bring him to Ying & i bring my daughters and go walk liao .

Walk only 1 round , cos when wan to continue , mei say she tired liao , so no choice go home liao . Saw bro downstair with Raydon , so left my daughters with him and i went home myself . When at home , JIe questioned me " you walk only 1 round enuff meh ?" I answered her " slowly la , or else will gv up easily"

Went to bath , then come out from bath , played with rayne , took a few pics of her ... Really look like ying when she is small ... hehehe , watched the Sheng Siong Show with mum , think some parents really very funny , their kids so small , then let them join the singing contest , how to manage school work like tat ... Anyway it's their choice i hv no right to say anything.

Baby Rayne

9.30pm , Ying Family went home , followed by Jie family ..... I dunno why still very sleepy ... so went to lie down , then slowly drifted to sleep ...

My Baby ... Mei

Friday 15/05/09

2009-05-15T07:18:00.000-07:00

Fat , fat , i am so fat , dunno why but feeling inferior lately , think i am extremely fat , ugly , really ah -soh , ever since i become a SAHM , i became very lazy to dress up , very lazy to put on make up . I used to be quite good looking when i put on make - up & dress up to go to work . NOw , everyday the same , furthest place i go is my daughters' school , which is just 2 blks away , everytime my dressing is t-shirt , shorts , slippers .... I really very scare i will be forever be like tat till i grow old , i am so confident when i work last time , Now i just speak like ah-soh , even buy things also hv to slash price ... But even though like tat , i will nver gv up been a SAHM , cos i noe when i go bk to work i will start worrying abt my dds. So i make up my mind i wan to lose weight !!! altough i like tat say also dunno i can succeed or not ... :-( The problem with me is like tat , i always lack of confident in doing things , so i gv up easily ..

I decide i will start slowly , first i will make juice every morning , my mum used to make celery with apple juice last time when my dad is still alive , and she manage to lose quite a great deal of weight , maybe plus she every morning also go down stair walk , & she tap her arms & thighs , not sure will it work for me .... I look forward to going downstair to excercise in the morning , but when the time come for me to exercise , i will find excuses like my youngest dotter is alone at home withe tenants , so very scare anything happen to her , or excuse like " maybe tml la " .. Haiz...

And mum say the celery & apple juice cannot everyday drink cos very cooling , so i decide maybe can make some lime juice , which billy wang recommended. Or maybe can drink the brown rice water , after cooking brown rice , the water can get rid of water retention , which i think my body is make up of .. hehe ... I think i will update my weight as of today 78.5kg ... my target is 58kg to 60kg , which is a long way to go , try lots of slimming teas , & pills but no effect , slimming tea , i try before Begunis , which make me lao sai until i wobbled , THen slimming pills , try before Duromine , the one that make my heart pump very hard , & make me feel sleepy the whole day , no appetite to eat anything , effect not much .... stop cos not much effect.

Bro picked us ( me & my dotter) up at about 6.30pm , ying also in bro's car . Dunno why of all the siblings , i am the most quiet wan ( i dun hv much to talk to my sisters & brother ) except for my fourth sis , Ling . But these few years , i think we also drifted apart , maybe becos she is attached now , or maybe becos i am married , & dun live together . Anyway i noe in my heart all my siblings care for me alot , when i am in trouble , they will not hestitate to help me .. But i just cannot pull myself together to sit down & hv a heartwarmth chat with them , cos i feel that i am the odd wan among them , when i am young , i am very rebellious , & often stay away from home , Now married , still always hv a lot of financial problems , which always hv to trouble my siblings & mum to help... haiz ... how i wish i can faster settle all my debts... Anyway , reached cck ard 7.30pm , pick up dear nephew Rayden Boi & cutie pie neice Raynne & head back to mum house .

Think that cutie pie neice Raynne , is growing more & more cute . Really like hugging he , Her actions never fail to make me laugh , remind me of my dds when they are bbs.

Oh shit!!! forget to bring my camera data cable , guess hv to upload the pics on Sunday , BOokmark my blog!!! will upload my dear cutie pie neice 's pics ...

Thursday 14/05/2009

2009-05-14T07:14:00.000-07:00

Mei skipped her LSP class today , cos i let her drink the cough medicine this morning , maybe becos the medicine cause her to be drowsy , so she sleep till 10am , but cannot wake up for LSP class , so she onli went to school at 12pm. vERY angry with her , she took her pinafore to the toilet to change , then she suddenly come out and told me she wetted her pinafore by putting it on the wet stool in the toilet , realli fuming , faster take her pinafore , but no matter how i iron , cannot dry , so no choice , take the one on the bamboo stick , & faster iron.

Bring mei to school , come back , tidy the bed , fold blankets etc ... by 12.40pm , get ready lunch , lunch white & brown rice porridge with steamed fish & wantons.
finish cooking by 1.15pm , take the clothes out to sun , the China dancer who rented our room for 1 mth was just abt to go out to work... actualli he do look quite handsome , just too , too , too thin le... haha

1.30pm brought bao home from school , dunno why still so tired , maybe becos yesterday sleep at 4am meddling my blog , woke up 8am this morning . So after preparing lunch for bao , went to take a nap, hubby still watching video on the pc when i napped .

Woke up 4.30pm , get ready for dinner , today dinner , fried eggs rice with sweet tau hu , fried popiah & dumplings , mushroom soup with tau pok & beancurd skin.

After dinner , cooked green bean soup with barley , while cooking , washed my room fans , vacuum & mop my room floor . Actualli intended to vacuum & mop the living floor also , but tenants are back , tot will disturb them if i vacuum ....

Finish all by 9pm+ , hubby tell me his wallet lose $10 , immediatey suspect it's my elder dd .. called her to the room , at first she wont admit , but after my firm questioning , she finally take out the $10 note from the plastic cabinet in my room .... was so disappointed with her , hubby tot of asking her wether she got take the $50 from the china couples , mentioned earlier in my blog .... at first she also deny , but then she admit also , & took the $50 from behind her double decker bed .... Really very , very disappointed , decide will take her to the youth help centre ...

Wednesday 13/05/2009 Sunny

2009-05-13T09:30:00.000-07:00

Today , woke up a bit late , cos hubby help me to bring bao to school , normally got to wake up at 6am , today i sleep till 9am , wanted to wake mei up , but she say she got no Maths remedial class today . So let her sleep till 10am , while i woke up brush my teeth , wash my face , normal routine , go to the kitchen , on the radio , turn to 883FM , & start doing my daily house work , first wash all the cup & the big red plate for holding all the cups , then check all hot water still got , then put the laundry to the washing machine. then sweep the kitchen floor , sit down to hv a cup of kopi , then the laundry is ready , then hang all the laundry on to the bamboo , & take out to sun .

By then about 10am liao , wake mei up , normally she will throw her temper for a while before going to brush her teeth , then while she brush her teeth , i will fold the blankets & tidy the bed . By the time i finish , mei will hv finish brushing her teeth , i will then "buay loti " for her to eat . While she eating , i will check her bag for anything that she didn't bring , then by the time she finish eating , & changing into her uniform , i also get ready all the rubbish to be thrown away ( our rubbish chute is at the lift lobby ). Then will bring her to her school which is just across the road , one or two blocks away .

After that reached home ard 11am , rest for a while surf the net for awhile , then 12.30pm , prepare lunch again , sometime will cook fried rice , sometime , porridge , sometime fried noodle , cos lunch only 2 ppl , sometime 3 , if my hubby off .

Then 1.30pm will go fetch my baobao home , & then reach home ard 2 pm , cos my this gal like to gossip with her frenz , while i suntanning outside . then when reach home will start vacuuming the living room , my room floor , cos my 2 other room rent out to ppl liao , so i dun need to vacuum for them . Then by the time i finish almost 3.30pm liao , then start mopping the floor , finish liao 4.30pm liao , hv to get ready the " cai liao " for dinner. Today is celery with meatballs & ikan billis , steamed fillet , steamed eggs with crushed pork , mushroom soup with crabsticks , & sweet tau hu.

Finish cooking dinner by 5.30pm , went for a bath , go down at 6pm to fetch mei , 6.40pm , cos just sold our dining table , cos think it's too big , havent buy a new wan yet , so me , hubby & 2 babies , sit at living room coffee table , with all the dishes & rice on the table . " kai fan le!!" Very happy , cos today all the dishes i cook hubby & babies like , all finish le. Then served the fruits ( dragon fruit , & Apple).

7.30pm , homework time , sometime very sian to teach babies how to do homework , no matter how i teach them , seem that they never wan to put in efforts to do ... i also always , thinking that my house very dirty , very messy , cannot tahan , always hv tons of caannot finish housework.

8.30pm , hubby wan me to help him transfer video to his psp , wonder why guy like psp so much ... like to download so many video , so time consuming ... haiz...

9pm watch the 9pm show on channel , actualli i also didn't watch much , cos i dun hv the patient to keep on watching

10pm , as usual kopi with hubby at the kitchen small dropdown table , evry nite , we will sit there chat about out future wishes , & also the problems we are facing & sometime eat 1 or 2 slices of bread ... no wonder i so fat ...:-(

10.30pm bath again ... then lie down , play with babies , till they ZZzzz , by the time ard 12am liao , see my babies so energetic , then when they sleep i will wake up again to update my blog if i not tired.Ok think update a lot le ... till then ... When i am in the mood , i will update again , dear frenz , good Nite ... Zzzz

Tuesday 12/05/2009 Sunny

2009-05-12T07:31:00.000-07:00

Finally , paid off the $1000 to the agent , got $525 from the new rental deposit & 1 mth rental fees , $250 from hubby's pay , $150 loan frm bil , & the $100 from sale of the old aircon.Hope the agent won't find anymore problem for us. Tot of telling her to sign the declaration letters i hv to created , stating that we dun owned her or the previous tenant any $$ , but she say she cannt sign , so we "lanlan" lor ...

Yesterday went to find MP , to tell him to help us write a letter to HDB , to appeal a higher mortgage loan , actually we cannot take any more loan from HDB , but becos the the bank did not approve our loan , so we appeal from HDB , & was only approved 50k+ , plus our sales profit onli 200k , can onli buy a 3I flat @ Boon Lay Drive ... Haiz , if can buy flat at my mum area , i not so angry , only loan enuff money for us to buy a " phua chu " , i rather not buy lor .... :-)

Hubby left eye got " snake " , whole eye swollen , he went to polyclinic this morning , & was refered to Changi General Hospital emergency. Tell him go Chinese Sinseh see , he dun wan .... :-( so worried for him.Anyway he got 1 week MC.. Hope he recover soon.

Sometime i really get very angry with my 2 gals ... always come bk from school so lazy to do homework , tell them to do , then will start throwing temper , the elder one even worse , tell me no homework , always dun record her homework in her journal , so i not able to trace , then till now 0.5 yrs le , then the teacher call me to tell me she got a lot of homework didn't submit ... really tired , but i noe i won't gv up...."gam ba tei"

09 May 2009 Sat Sunny

2009-05-08T23:26:00.000-07:00

Today is a saturaday , to me everyday is the same la , no work , looking after kids , surf net ... nothing to do . But this Sat i am rather moody , cos of stupid idiot rental agent ... the story goes like this . We rented out our room on 1st May09 , thru an agent , a indian agent to a china couple.

The couple move in to the bigger room , & pay $500 for rental & $500 for deposit , their room , the doorknob spoilt , when they move in , we haven't change 1 for them , then they have not even stayed for 2 days , the wife complained to us that they lost a $50 note , and becos of that the tenancy agreement is void , so we have to compensate the couple bk their deposit & rental fees . I think is becos they not happy living with us , then say their $50 lost . Cos their room no tv , the other smaller room we rent out got tv , so they lie that they lost $50 , so that they can end the contract earlier & we still hv to compensate them , & the agent also like fuck la , only noe how to help the tenants , becos if the tenants move she can find place for them ma , & earn more $$$ ma , really sickening , now have to " fan " where to get $1000 by tml , or elase we all die liao...

My stupid hubby also la , didn't read the agreement , then sign this sign that , somemore gv the agent his ic becos the agent say if not she wan to report to the police to say that my dotter steal things , my hubby wan to protect my dotter then everything also sign , everything also gv , really headache , hope we can rent out our room by tonite lor ...then got deposit & rental , can pay the agent back .This time i sure will be ard , and make sure that stupid agent , tear off the agreement after i pay her & also issue a black & white stating i hv pay he & also her ic number .Just to remind all , to take note of this rental agent , her name is Cat...... from " H" reality company. :-(

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